healing issues of basic trust

The Buzz in My Root Chakra

The Buzz in My Root Chakra

Since last December, I’ve been doing a curious exploration.

It started over the winter holidays when one day I had this acute sensation that I was going to be “replaced.” At first I didn’t even have words for the intense anxiety and fear I was in.

It wasn’t until my husband asked me what was going on, that the words popped out of my mouth. “I’m afraid that I’m going to be replaced.”

You can imagine the look of astonishment on his face.

It’s illogical.

In my desire to understand the root of this fear, I ended up tracing it back to infancy.

This makes perfect sense because when I was just about to turn one, my younger sister was born. And to my infantile reptilian brain, that meant I was getting replaced!